renewal

It is all reflecting inside of me
The skirmish between been and be
the unleashed agony of gloomy day
wrest the happiness, scatters them away
They are all around, leaves more sorrow
Trashes all the paucity joy in hollow

in the apathetic past crossing
it makes me lost all my feeling
leaves me blind with no sense
inside the unbroken lethargy of presence
saturated and overwhelmed with all wrong
in chaotic obscurity of Future’s song

and then drowns me deep
in a lunatic wave of weep